Friday, July 04, 2008
soo....realised i really haven blogged lately.. sorry to those who read my blog.
but anyway. you know. school, exams and all. who has the time?
well.. mid terms just ended not long ago. just two days ago actually, and well i got to use my com again. so i was clearing stuff.. you know. like looking through old photographs and letters and all.
and i've kinda been in a very reflective mood.
i mean..i just relive so many memories, my friends, the time i;ve spent with them, the stupid things we did... or rather i did, the simple moments like having pe with them, recess, going back to class.. yelyn spitting water on my face.. hahah yes she did that and i;ll never forget, cause i was making fun of the way our teacher pronounced a word and she couldn take it. haha. many things i remember, like when mdm mok told the class something really stupid. like dont be sad cause i need to turn off the fans or something like that.. or how she says crocodile, cocodile. ha
the friends i've made, those that i;ve lost along the way cause we just lost contact, new friends that come along the way, and the friends that have lasted me all up till now. i remember each and everyone of them, and i miss you all truckloads. i really do.
and i just hope that someday, i'll get the chance to better my relations, you know.. get back those friends that i;ve lost. because i miss the feeling i get when im with them, talking to them, and laughing with them.
dont we all wish for that chance?
to get back those we've lost along the way,
to grow closer to someone,
to be happy and carefree again.
thats what u wan right? 1:03 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
sometimes, you wonder if you matter to those who matter to you.and maybe im just thinking too much into these things.econ's paper two days from now.. well one actually. since its thursday now..
and im still blogging. what is this.just cant concentrate well. cant memorise stuff as well as i could last time. damn i need to pick things up.
just not used to the change as yet. the whole j2 and i gotta study constantly thing.
i wanna go play, shop, go to the beach, watch shows, spend time with my friends.
but its stupid holidays and im supposed to study.. what happened to all my self discipline. just died along with my determination perhaps.
i miss volleyball, and the girls, and the guys.
and my brother's gonna leave for army soon. and oddly, im gonna miss him so much.
thats what u wan right? 1:05 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
go guys:)
you know we're really damn proud and happy for you. and im alwasy looking forward to watching you guys play and supporting u and all.. although there's a certain cca that reallly got us peeved today.
just dig one hole and burry yourselves please.. no shame..
anyway.. keep going guys:D we'll always be supporting you all!!
yup.. tml again another day.. luckily managed to fill the day with some stuff to keep my mind off things..
sentosa with the girls:D tanning and playing. wheee:)
i looked and everything came back. stupid feelings.its just so hard to fill.
thats what u wan right? 11:01 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
it was weird, depressing, odd.
and i didnt like it.
fuck, thinking about it screws me up each time.it was hard holding it all back,went out with the volleyball girls today.
it was fun actually..and i was totally comfortable with them. well not all managed to make it. but majority? it really was fun.. like..i was with my friends and all. it was great. and conversation flowed easily. although there were some awkward silences.. according to some people.. but i was okay with it:)
we went to sattelers, if thats how u spell it. played games and talked and all. and laughter was all around. in fact it was unstoppable, especially with the games we played and all. it was just crazy, all the laughing.ached so much.oh man all the stupid things we did while playing. man it was fun:) we should do it more often ya?like after mid yrs:)
it was like the void was filled once all the laughter came. maybe it was just ignored for a while.but once the laughter ended, it came right back.anyway.. the main point is that i love you people. thanks so much:D and bird, it was nice the note you placed on our board. thank you so much:)
rhhhh tml's labour day.. and really. i got a lot of labouring to do.. thanks to some people.. who give impossible workloads of work for us to do.. on a single-day holiday.
so much for labour day. what kind of name is that anyway. no one calls it labour day when you're supposed to rest. thats like totally opposite!it should be labour-free day.blah what the hell. i got heaps loads of work.
i've been reading sarah's book lately so i didnt have to study.. but now that i finished it, i kinda feel. empty. like i got nothing else to do.. haven been in the mood for studying lately..
blahhhh why now.
sing for me again, please.stopandstare
thats what u wan right? 8:35 PM
